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Angels with Dirty Wings
Rachel Goswell's world has always revolved around dreams
of musical stardom. As a young child she would stand in
front of a full-length mirror and sing Into a hairbrush. Even
now, at age 20, she regularly drifts to sleep humming along
with the records of her favorite band, visualizing herself on
stage. But today her favorite band, Slowdive, is her own.
"I
just love our music so much. I usually listen to our first EP
at night. 'Avalyn' normally makes me drop right off. It's
brilliant: she says, in a chirping, rustic British accent.
And
there's no reason Goswell (vocals/guitars) shouldn't enjoy
hearing herself. Reading, England's Slowdive are one of the
finest celestial bands to emerge from the U.K. since the
Cocteau Twins. Gentle, sweeping and quite beautiful, with
soothing spiraling guitars and heavenly chiming vocals,
they're the kind of group that make journalist hacks run to
the thesaurus in search of the perfect adjective, the
ultimate superlative.
Since their formation In january 1990,
Slowdive have floated to heights they once only imagined.
They're one of British label Creation's top acts, and they
regularly sell out mid-sized venues all over Europe. The
band are concrete proof that high-tech, high-stress living
and dally routine shouldn't keep us from dreaming.
"There's always time to dream, says Goswell. "I'm really
into dreams. Right now, I'm trying to teach myself lucid
dreaming. That's where you can control your dreams so
you dream only what you want to. I've got a book all about
it."
While Goswell helps craft majestic, ruminating
soundscapes that celebrate life, her dreams often reflect a
darker vision.
"They're usually about Illness or dying. I had
this one dream where I was in a really weird room, and all
the walls were made of glass. There was this baby tiger
outside, and I went out to try to make friends with it. All of
a sudden, this big mum tiger came and tried to attack me,
so I ran back inside. I woke up just as the tiger smashed
through the window trying to get me. I looked that one up
in a dream book. Tigers are supposed to be a symbol of
illness," she says.
The bands first US release, the Just For A
Day LP, follows three British EPs, and is the group's most
cohesive effort yet. Each song is structured around a slow
central rhythm. Layered guitars swoop lazily through
angelic vocals and humming cellos, causing a swelling,
droning ambience. Occasionally a fuzzy, distorted guitar
wisps by creating dynamic tension.
Goswell's softspoken
roommate/boyfriend Nell Halstead, 21, is the brainchild
behind the band's lovely swirl. A classically trained musician
fed up with the hedonistic thrust of bands like Guns N'
Roses, Halstead seeks to flavor music with more
spirituality.
I've listened to a lot of classical music, and think that's
been the biggest influence on me. Most rock music is really
bland - just a reaction to a beat. It's the kind of thing that
you don't really listen to when It comes on. You just sort
of move to it when you're drunk. I wanted to create music
that you can really listen to and be moved by".
Slowdive are
the kind of band that knot your throat and make you all
misty. Perhaps it's the chemistry between Goswell and
Halstead, the way their vocals spiral and bend,
transmogrifying into one heavenly voice - at least they do
on vinyl. Live is another story.
"When we sing live there's
definitely no vocal chemistry, laughs Goswell.
"Sometimes we go massively out of tune. We tried having
singing lessons once, but we just ended up cracking up
laughing because of all the silly vocal exercises. Neil also
tends to get all the choruses and verses mixed up, and we'll
end up singing completely different things. He's just really
daffy and forgetful."
Maybe so, but listening to his
enigmatic lyrics and heavenly music, you'd think he
descended from above with delicate wings and a gold harp.
"That's total crap," chortles Goswell. People expect us to
be really angelic and soft spoken and fey. But we're not.
We like getting drunk and getting into trouble just like
anybody else. We can be really crass at times."
That
much is true. In the past year, Slowdive have engaged In
some rather unethereal activities, Drummer Simon Scott
vomited on stage after Inadvertently ingesting a load of dry
Ice, Halstead tarnished his halo jumping a drunken lout who
was harassing Goswell, and Goswell pulled out a large
handful of said miscreant's hair In the same Incident. Both
Halstead and bassist Nick Chaplin get their kicks tinkering
under the hoods of their Triumph Spitfire sportscars.
"The
most beautiful thing I can imagine would be driving across
the Sahara Desert with the windows down and Swerve
river's 'Son Of A Mustang Ford' blasting from the tape
deck. It's not a very ambient image I'm afraid, but it would
be really brilliant: Halstead says.
What's the most beautiful
thing Goswell can think of? If I tell you, you'll probably
throw up," she says. After several moments of complete
silence, she shyly speaks up. "At the moment, it would have
to be Neil. We've been through so much together, and
he's really special."
Slowdive are an appealing mass of
contradiction. They're five vigorous, fun-loving youths
(none over 21 years of age) with a mature emotional sound
that owes more to Ludwig Van than to Camper Van. Yet
they pull In much of the crowd that rocks out to Sisters of
Mercy, Ride, and My Bloody Valentine. Slowdive have
become press darlings in England almost overnight.
Naturally, they're overjoyed by this, but at times they act
rather ambivalent, almost let down. In some ways, Halstead
is concerned rock critics have been, well, too kind. "No
band could possibly sound as good as some of the reviews
we've had,w he says. .So people go to the gigs and hear our
records and they can't help being disappointed." - Jon
Wiederhorn
Originally appeared in Alternative Press 44 Jan-Feb 92
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